Tuesday, October 4, 2011

One Healthy Baby

Today I had my first ultrasound and we were able to see the sac with the tiny little yolk. We aren't having twins but as long as we have one healthy baby I am okay. My beta was 6,646 today and that is a great number.  I am having a hard time writing on my blog because I am trying not to think about it...I have become completely neurotic and paranoid that I am going to lose the baby. I am so afraid that it will just go away. I need constant reassurance that this baby is here to stay. What should be the happiest time in my life is filled with so much worry. When I hear the heartbeat next week, I will feel so much relief.

3 comments:

  1. We were hoping you had good news!

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  2. I have been so anxious to hear. Sooo happy things are going well! Hope you keep posting.

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  3. I just had my egg retrieval yesterday. Your story gives me hope. Thanks for sharing. Good Luck!

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